r and j

and, when i shall die, take him and cut him out in little stars. and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun. oh, i have bought the mansion of a love, but not possessed it. and though i am sold, not yet enjoyed. so tedious is this day, as is the night before some festival to an impatient child that hath new robes and may not wear them...

maybe its just the fumes

maybe its just the fumes

i have a new found appreciation for rumble strips on the highway.

And as I drive away
Her memories here to stay
Her deep blue eyes have left me in a trance

i crossed my fingers until they broke.

i crossed my fingers until they broke.

as you stood there smiling and beautiful, you dropped your hat. i dove head first into the puddle at your feet and caught it before you had the chance to feel loss. so hand in hand, we worked it out and made everything right again.

and now, as i stand where you once stood, lonely and worthless my hat was dropped. i watched it in that puddle at my feet, getting wetter by the second. i watched it dry, blow away in the wind, down the road and out of sight. so i put my hands in my pockets.

everybody gets one, but this isn't mine. don't even consider it.

but i was scared to death of eternity
i was saved by grace but destroyed by naivety.

i never got a glass to start with

i never got a glass to start with

so moneen, and alexis, and raising the fawn, and bedouin soundclash rocked last night. i had a wonderful evening, so much fun. but oh so tired afterwards. i think thats all i have... yep. yep it is.

why dont we go somewhere only we know

why dont we go somewhere only we know

christmas is balls. im sorry to anyone who thinks its the greaetest, but think about it, you have to be pleasant all the time, you have to see people you really could care less about, and theres four hundred church things you have to go to. mind you, ive gotten some pretty sweet gifts so far. nighmare before christmas is the coolest, you were right... hahaah. and i got myself brandy beans. one of the greatest chocolates ever. and i just realized, its only one more day till alexisonfire and moneen, this is awesome. maybe christmas will end up kicking ass as usual.

i love the colourful clothes you wear

i love the colourful clothes you wear

so i was walking down to yonge street today, and i saw a guy wearing sandles, not even with socks. it amazed me, i could not have done that, it was so cold. but then i went inside some stores and i was warm again. one of the store i was in, the clerk accidentally gave soem lady the wrong bag, and she was walkign down the street adn the owner (who looked like quasi modo) was all like "you idiots, go get her, fix this" ahaha, i had a good laugh. and that was my day, so far. not to much, since i woke up around one. it was awesome.

im waiting for you to say you do

im waiting for you to say you do

for some reason the other day my computer went wierd. all the text on web pages is double the size it is supposed to be, and i dont know why. but, on a lighter note, i will be giving away signed copies for christmas. i know none of you can wait. but you have to, im sorry, thats just the way it has to be. otherwise people would get signed copies early, and it would be chaos. anyways, my day was horrible. so bad, that i would have rather been drowning in a pool full of ladybugs all day long. and.. thats all i have to say, except for "die white girls" ahahaha.

woah, you moved and got big

woah, you moved and got big

today i finished up my last two projects, got a 78 on one, and the other i dont know, but i got an A on my first exam. im not looking forward to tuesday though, three exams, it is going to be hell. but a plus is that i get wednesday off. so thats good. and then alexisonfuckingfire on monday. i dont know how im going to be able to wait for it much longer. AHHHHHHHHH only a week left. so close. it'll be even better because no one there will be listening to jay-z. hahahahaha. yeah, that was just for you. i want to thank nicole for doing that last post for me, i havent felt like doing them lately, so she did. hahah.

it’s you and me on a monday
the lies that we told
this is where we both go numb now

hey jay guess what i love you

what the hell are you waiting forrrrr?

iljbhitgpe. nowuttiwiwi. ljgliolangf. iay, ihym.



i don't know what you take me as, or understand the intellegence that Jay-Z has.

i wish you better then your heart desires

i wish you better then your heart desires

i slept on my floor last night, best sleep i ever had. and then today i made a snowman on my balcony, granted its only a foot tall.. its still a snowman. hahah. nearly done all my projects, i'll be so happy when im done, i am going to treat myself to swiss chalet. i love it. i also annihilated my first exam today, it was good. i hope all of my exams are this easy. anyways.... ihyk,yatgge

And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
as the alcohol drained the days.

if she weren't so god damn pretty, she'd be mine

if she weren't so god damn pretty, she'd be mine

coffee means a good morning. even though its 2 already. went to the keg mansion last night, it is the best food. i swear. you have to go there. then went to the bike show in toronto. so many sweet bikes. i need to win the lottery so i can have them all. it was wierd though, so many bikes at the show had a smaller engine then mine, but they looked way bigger and were definitly heavier. odd. oh well. so i gotta finish up three projects this weekend. it is going to suck assssssssss. i hate them. i'll just sit here all day and listen to cat stevens.

And I can't keep it in,
I can't hide it and I can't lock it away.
I'm up for your love, love heats my blood,
blood spins my head, and my head falls in love, oh.

little girls pointing and laughing

little girls pointing and laughing

yes, thats right, i have tickets to ALEXISONFIRE, and the second best part. they are playing with MONEEN. i mean, come on, this rules. pretty much, that was the purpose of this post. so yeah.....

"Smile for the camera sweet heart, I really want to immortalize this moment"
But just remember the first step in forgetting is destroying all the evidence.