i just ate half of an apple pie

i just ate half of an apple pie

1. They carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.
2. I'm going nowhere fast, It could be worse
I could be taking you there with me
3. I'd rather open up this casket, and jump inside
Sleep under the stars, with you tonight
I'd rather be below, than ever be without you
Your funeral can make it hard to breathe
4. You stand alone, yeah that's the deal
You have yourself to count on cause no one really cares
5. so let me get this straight
say now you loved me all along?
what made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
6. I'm in a car underwater with time to kill,
thinking back I forgot to tell you this:
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,
what hurts more is I would still die for you.
7. You always had a way with words
In letters back and forth we'd send
Back when we were foolish kids
The world was only as big as a heart
8. Kids are screaming at the tops of their lungs
While they're pointing their fingers like they're loaded guns
Behind curtains and backdrops
The fire sparks
If the bridges burn, we all fall down
9. Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
10.I thought she was perfect
she thought I was perfect too
perfect until she found someone new
now I'm stuck here watching her
I can't take this abuse

and now theres only a quarter of that pie left. so same type of deal, but you have more selection. guess the songs, without using google, or go for google if you want to be a penis pump. (heres a hint, go buy warped 2005 cd, number five is the only one that isnt from it i think.)

drowning in my sleep

drowning in my sleep

fuck, i am so incredibly sore, i went camping thursday night. quite a mission to find the place but we managed. chilled out hardcore that night, then went cliff diving (oh so fun) on thursday. we just did the mid size jumps you're allowed to do. but then friday night, after about eight hours of waiting, more people showed up and we had a drinking night. again fun stuff. then saturday more cliff jumping, but this time more intense. a lot of dives, and also some jumps maybe tenn feet shorter then the tallest ones. then back to georgetown for a poker night, i crashed on a couch, and my neck got seriously fucked up (part of the reason im sore, the other being the dives) then this morning we get up to go to georgeview for some breakfast before heading out to kaitlins cottage or someplace, and find out it is next week. hellish, also georgeview was packed so we went to ares, also packed, but we were to lazy to try and find another place. but breakfast was good. and we ended up going to toronto and watching american beauty and going swimming. all in all, one hell of a busy weekend, and so much fun. i definitely wish i had gone to bed instead of writting this though. fuck. and the music is off right now, so no lyrics. withdrawl...., worst. oh well.

I will now bring new meaning to the word alone

I will now bring new meaning to the word alone

i figured i should maybe update, since its been over a week. i ended up going to wasaga, it was wicked awesome. im thinking i am going to have to find another galaxy diner, so good. but sunday was hellish, we had a family thing, forty of my aunts, uncles cousins, blah, blah, please just let me die... works been unusually slow this week, i've honestly had to make maybe an hours worth of work stretch over the course of three days. yeah. i would think its awesome, but after a couple hours of it, i just want to leave and accomplish anything. what i have accomplished this week is finding some wicked music that i havent listened to in ages on my computer. sword-by- rilo kiley, flagpole sitta -by- harvey danger, boys of summer -by- ataris, crash into me -by- dave matthews band, freshmen -by- verve pipe. so many good songs i'd nearly forgotten about. im still pretty upset with myself tonight though, im missing a show at the kathedral because...... i have to do laundry. yeah, i was supposed to do it last week, but i hate it.. so i never did, and now im missing a concert for it. hell. oh well, WARPED in something like seventeen days. pretty stoked for that. also a show sometiem soon hopefulyl at the elmacombo with late fallen and out of your mouth, so says jer. OH, is anybody up for buying a condo in toronto.. that i may live in, for cheap? the pace im in is gunna be so tight come september, also then i would actualyl be fully disconnected from my mommy and daddy and i can get my snakebites done. i think that is teh final decision, i was stuck between snakebites, a labret in the middle, or the venoms, but new tribe doesnt do venoms, and i dont really like the middle lip with a ring, but i like the snakebites with rings or barbells. its incredibly effing hot, i think at least. fuck anyone who doesnt, ya better rec-o-nize. anyways, im out, ive typed to much for just one sitting without a purpose. fuck, a lyric... lets see what i can whip up. (my internet is so slow.. i want to hurt it) alright, so im stuck between two songs, can you guess what they are without google?

1.
Now, I cannot stop this
Pure emotion
Falling from my eyes
You are vindicating
Liberating
Saviors of my soul

2.
This is it, baby brother,
One more breath together
We're almost under water
Where is mom?
I miss her.

i just want to wake up in somebodies arms

i just want to wake up in somebodies arms

holy eff, i crave wasaga beach. im hoping to go saturday, but like a lot of my plans lately, this will probably fail. i really hope not, but the odds are stacked against me. so yeah, i need to make this happen, if it comes to me going by myself, i think i just might. anyways, about maybe half an hour ago it started raining, and not even drops really, it was actually, as if a lake just dropped onto toronto, for about half a second. by the time i made it from my window to outside, it had stopped. i was so excited, but NO. stupid rain. curse you. anyways, im listening to the new alkaline trio, its actually pretty good, its pretty much any one of thier older albums, but matured just a very tiny little bit. they still have the wicked one liners, or six, that got me hooked on them in the first place. and their rita rudner type way of singing them. if you dont get that reference, start watching just for laughs, shes on it at least once a week.
anyways, i really dont want to be writting in this now, it took me nearly half an hour just to get this far. so here's a quote from "time to waste" by alk3.

They salivate in hunger.
For you, and everything they need
To make a death complete,
Completely unnatural and salvation lies
Behind those dead eyes
that watch you while you sleep every night