she found a book that writes itself

she found a book that writes itself

today at work i went through a pile of shit thats been on my desk for a while now. only got about halfway through it though, hopefully finish it up tomorrow. but about halfway through today i left my job to go to another one, same jobsite, but different people, and got trained to take over soem chicks job who is leaving. this took honestly, an hour. her job is pretty much mine, with a couple things added, but a couple things taken away. and she probably makes at least double what i do. oh well, as long as im kept busy for the next few months im happy, cause schools only two days a week.
then after work today i went out to the perogie monroe. not actualyl called that, but whatever, its an irish pub. but i didnt understand why they were playing nelly "hot in herre" on the stereo. confused me a lot. i had a decent chicken pot pie, and a few beers, company paid again, so im not complaining. and i get another meal tomorrow, should be good.
saturaday i head to a cottage for a week. with the family, probably gunna be semi shitty, but whatever its free, and im gunna drink a bunch. i crave going out on a boat and just chilling.
again i dont really feel liek putting more shit in here, so maybe i'll do a lyric and be done-ski.

And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grave.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain..
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.

its just a matter of "she's so sweet"

its just a matter of "she's so sweet"

im pretty effing bored right now, so i decided that im gunna work on making a stencil for spray painting a design on one of my jackets, but i cant decide what to put on it. so far its either gunna be a band, or jack, from the nightmare before christmas. its probably gunna be jack, since ive got four hundred band shirts already. actually like twenty something, but still, enough.
anyways, i tried a white nectarine today, they are frikkin wierd. i cant tell if i like them or not, im just going to have to keep eating them till i decide.
its time for some BREADucation. toasting bread does not affect its nutritional value. whole wheat & grain breads have more fibre then white bread. well, its a good thing it tells me that after i ate a whole loaf of white bread. christ. oh man, one of these things is real stupid. "for a crispy crust, place bread in oven at 350F for 4 minutes, for a crispy crust. i guess they really want me to know that my crust will get crispy.
well, i really dont feel like writting in this bitch right now, but i had some stories for all two of you. first one, is that i took out the lip ring, i miss it terribly. i took it out cause i went home, adn when i left i tried to put it back in, but it was such a mission just to get it in, i knew that after a week with my parents it definitely would not be going back, so i just took it back out. it really sucks, and im going to have a scar anyways, cause thats what skin does, it scars, so i think i may have to get it repierced someday. even if im like forty. i'll do it as my midlife crisis. haha.
hmm, whats another story.... oh, im checking out motorcycle insurance prices, because i am hoping to get my bike back from the mechanic on friday, then go for a cruise. im excited. i really hope its done. i also really need to find my cheques so i can pay the guy. fuck.. i hate money. i should have so much right now, after working all summer. but i somehow managed to spend a LOT of it. it really sucks, im so glad ive got this job in the fall. it better be alright, and last for a decent amount of time. it should, since ive got a few sites interested in a part time worker. if not, imma have to work for jer, and be his coffee bitch, hahaa. well, im out, heres some "boy brushed red living in black and white" -by- underoath for yous all.

can you feel your heart beat racing?
can you taste the fear in her sweat?
we've done this wrong we're to far gone
these sheets tell of regret
i admit that i'm just a fool for you
here is where we both go wrong

and i walked alone

and i walked alone

i had one crazy mother of a weekend. thursday i went out after work with my bosses for a celebration cause we got occupancy permits for work, which is a good thing. so we got pretty liquered, then one guy left, adn the rest of us got even more liquered then stumbled home.
friday i show up to work, and apparently my eyes are extremely blood shot, to the point where the guy who left first says to me "jay, shut your eyes, or you'll bleed to death". so yeah, friday took forever, but i got to leave early so that was nice. i got to georgetown and wondered for about three hours before hitting up a party, which was supposed to be a pre drinkign party for me. but i left that one to go to a field party, that was fucking over by the time we got to it. it was real gay. so jer and i headed back to his place and crashed.
saturday headed to windsor, had some car trouble but made it alive. then we headed to detroit to some mall, and had more car trouble, in a totally different car. fixed that, wandered teh mall, realized it really sucked, and headed to the duty free. crossing the border shoudl have been liek five minutes max, but its was liek half an hour, because we had to pay tax on all our crap. those custom bitches are cunts, i woudl not be upset if they all died of some horrible disease, like.. yeah i dunno, id say cancer, but thats been done to death... (get it) ahah. oh i am a horrible person.
anyways, we get back to mikes an dplay a lot of pyramid, then lee anne and erin show up and we head to the loop. we all get pretty liquered and chill out to some decent music that was a little fucked at the beginning. we end up leaving there at closing time, i played in some puddles, and we chilled in megans car for a while. then i got restless and sat on teh edge of teh fifth floor of the parking garage. but since i was buzzed i thought i woudl fall, so i decided to just go to the roof and lean on the edge as opposed to sittign on it. now imagine this. tenth floor, raining, at three a.m. with the city skyline.... fucking awesome. so after a bit of that i got bored by myself, so i got megan and jer and we headed to timmies. tehn we went back to teh roof, and i left them and got the car. i dropped lee anne and megan off and jer and i headed back to mikes in the hopes of more partying. luke was pretty much the only one up, cause hes a trooper. had a drink and crashed pretty fast.
sunday wake up on a tile floor, real cold, and get up in the hopes of some food. but we didnt end up going for food till like two i think. it was real good though. then back to georgetown quickly, and zach gave me a ride to toronto on his bike. which i have to admit, was semi terrifying at first, cause i think zach hasnt had a passenger on the highway before. btu then i was like "fuck, this is awesome" also, zachs bike had some balls, which made me really want to get my more powerful bike out with a single rider. oh man. it will be the death of me. and yeah. that was teh weekend. real busy, lots of alcohol, liek two meals. but a hell of a lot of fun.
i just hit up refried beats, my local used cd shop, and picked up finch's "say hello to sunshine, hidden in plain view's "life in dreaming", jupiter sunrise's "under a killer blue sky", and you will know us by the trail of dead's "worlds apart", and lastly, mae's "the everglow". im real impressed by mae so far, the only one ive listened to. anyways, ive typed enough for now. so im off to cook some bacon, throw it on some pasta and call it a meal.

the used, alexisonfire, underoath.. holy sexy show batman!

the used, alexisonfire, underoath.. holy sexy show batman!

i figure i should probably put some something here. il start with my again cravign for pie, i have one in the fridge, but im so full from bread and pasta, if i were to even look at it, i would explode of goodness. yeah. it was good food. im also craving some more wasaga or elora or sauble or something, pretty much a hot day with a beach, and loads of water. so when i was in dominion today i realized what my new addiction is, it is scope. its just real good, but the orange doesnt burn like the peppermint or cinnamon. but they're all good. i realyl have no actual stories for this. maybe i will recount the past few weeks. elora camping, elora diving, wasaga, bleed the dream, thrice, hawthorne heights, my american heart, starting line, fall out boy, saosin, senses fail mosh pit area. umm yeah. my love of concerts has been brought back. i have been in withdrawl. but now its overload, with the one up top. a possible moneen and rufio one. bleed the dream in sept i think. also a battle of the bands which nicole told me about tonight. on a side note, cold food (mushroom chicken pasta) isnt as goodas it sounds. and yes, im still eatign my dinenr even though im so full. and im beginning to wonder how long i could make this thing go before i actually run out of mindless crap to type that liek two people will read. i feel like writting a story. but i dotn knwo what about. maybe it can be about me, and my adventures that i will never have. like drivign to ohio, and getting there, and searching for hawthorne heights, but realizing after the fact that they had come to toronto for a show at the pheonix. my my, this is long. im gunna go bugger off. (bugger is slang for go do something more fun then this was, but still not very fun)

(this quote is so good, im not gunna shrink it)

I change but stay the same.
I'll paint your picture and I'll leave it on a wall.
I'll make you a melody, and I'll sing it when you call.