what else could you expect from me, really?

ZACH, watch this and comment:

http://www.pentagonstrike.co.uk/flash.htm#Main

Or anyone else for that matter, I just figured Zach would be the one of all of us that would have researched something like this.

Composing - Boys Night Out

So come over to my house
Catch up over dinner
We are having strychnine and sirloin
Port wine and paint thinner
You'll convulse through the chorus
It's the song of the sinner
The audience is all dead
As I slowly clear the table
I know that this won't be the last time
It won't be the last time
I wrote this song
And the world will sing it
To me it's everything to me it's everything to me
it's on every corpse. I see her face,my love, my heart
I hear her laughter and she’s still alive
It's like she’s still alive
It's her body I'm holding
As we make love
My heart breaks every time I dismember the flesh
Hide the evidence and start again because

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

I've probably listened to this song about thirty times, and only today realized it was about murder and necrophilia. Not that I care, I still like it. Plus I learned about Strychnine, so that's cool. If it wasn't one of the more painful ways of dying, I'd like to die from it, cause it sounds fun. Anyways, I added more links to the side, if any of you ever actually check them out. I'm thinking I need a way to have them more organized, and smaller without having them gone, because I use them a lot. Some spiffy little scroll bar or drop down menu of sorts. I dont know how to do those, so it will probably never happen, but a boy can dream about being the nicest little blog in a field of ones that are way to distracting or confusing. Yeah...

This is for you Laura

yeah, check that out, pretty autistic? no... awe-tastic. yes.

Anyways, my parents are doing another move tomorrow, so any help is appreciated. I think I asked you guys about this already, but I.. am a scatterbrain, so it's on here. Tomorrow isnt actually, that important though, the actual move is next week saturday, so if you can help either day, it'd be cool, and I'm sure I can convince my parents to get pizza, or beer, or burgers, or steak or something.

you want some muuuusic? theres an entry on that site back in march about an artist called KT Tunstall you should find it and listen to black horse and the cherry tree. or. OR, just click this. It's near the bottom. yeah, I'm all about making it easy for you guys. I tried to direct link it for you, but apparently the site isn't cool with that. probably for the best, now you'll be forced to scroll through it and maybe find something else you like, like saves the day, or the tiny. Anyways, I'm going to get back to work. peace.

I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire

I just added a bunch of bands to the links on the side. Check out: Architecture In Helsinki, Bayside, Bleed The Dream, The Format, The Subways, and Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

I crave a weekend of great weather to camp in, friday was not prime. Not to say it was bad, but it could have been a lot warmer. For soem reason I couldn't drink that night either, I barely got one drink down. Oh well, Saturday I mixed up some weird drink, maybe thats why I can't drink a lot, whenever I do, it's some fucked up mix. Oh well. Gotta say though, timmies on sunday morning was cool, felt like the first time in a long time. Anyways, I suck at these weekend re-caps. Jer you've really dropped the ball on those.

I need: a nail clipper, cash, tartufo, a time machine, and a nap. Not all at once, but I could use all of those at some point today. For now though, I'm off to call people I've never met before.

Last night I got home after listening to boxcar racer, specifically "I feel so". The one where it's all 'I wish for all kinds of things', and as I was listening I was thinking of things I'd wish for, when I got home started writting them down, filled a page in about ten minutes. I felt kind of greedy, but oh well. I may put some of them on here one day with some explanaition of sorts, but not now. Then afer that I couldn't sleep because I kept adding to the list in my head, and ended up awake pretty late. I finally fell asleep and woke up at seven am. Yeah, I'm supposed to be at my desk then, so this morning I was rushed and pissed off, and had about four smokes on my way to work. It was made worse because I forgot my CD's in Lauras van, and really wanted to listen to Finch, my angry driving music. I really need to find a way to either get more sleep, or require less so that what I get is fine. And yes, that was on the list of wishes. Anyways, I'm going to get back to listening to The Rocket Summer, that music always makes me happy. Love it.

Almost forgot, yesterday afternoon my phone crapped out. It will show me someone is calling, but won't let me answer, which is balls, but not really, cause I miss more calls then I answer usually. Anyways, its pretty much a pager right now, so I'll just have to get used to calling people back I guess.