Today bloooooows

I didn't sleep well last night, so I woke up late this morning. In turn, I forget to grab everything to hopefully go to Killbear tonight. I only forgot an extra blanket and sheets, so it's not to bad, I've got clothes and such. I also forgot to grab a lunch for today, so I will have to smoke everytime I get hungry, and go full on anorexic today, normally I just do semi anorexic and have a couple slices of bread all day. This plan would workperfectly if I had more than four cigarettes. But I have cash to buy more, and even if I did, the only place to get them is the lunch truck that comes on the job site. Players light anyone? No thanks, I'll just chill out in the portable washroom and breathe that shit in for a few minutes every time I crave. Anyways, this pissees me off more, so I rush to work, get stuck behind a slow guy, more angered, finally pass him, and.... get a ticket with two demerit points. Up yeah, love it. So I can fuck all my dreams of insuring my bike for the rest of the summer, and some of next year.

Also, it's ten am, and I still don't know for sure if I'm getting tomorrow and Tuesday off, I will also need to get a weekday off in the last week of August to move out of the condo, and now another day off if I want to fight this ticket. Over the course of a month or so, I've used up six of my ten vacation days for the year. Fucking Balls.

If anyone knows a good bike insurance company, or a way that I can get my hands on like fifty grand relatively easily to get a house with, you would be my new hero, for serious.


PS. Does anyone know what it feels like if your tonsils are swollen? Does it feel like theres two ballish/lumpish things chilling out on either side of your uvula/back of the tongue when you swallow? If so, I've felt/noticed it this past week, not pleasent. I kind of feel gaggy all the time.