Resident Evil

OH HELL YEAH



Definitely need to see this.

(Again, a link, because Facebook is still gay)

This pretty much made me piss my pants

What are you drinking?

Glucose.

(Because Facebook is gay)

Mmm Grapefruit Juice For Breakfast

I remembered one of the things I was going write about yesterday. I wanted to tell y'all that I'm beginning to recognize people on my drives to and from work. The first time I noticed this was on my drive in about a month ago when I saw a woman who I was pretty sure I'd met before, and then a few days later on my way in again she passed me. This was on the 401, not like on my street or something like that where it would make sense. This happened to me again just this past week, I saw this girl (I call her 'Big lips' or 'No jaw' because she has very prominent lips, and a very shallow jaw) anyways, I saw her in her little red Civic on Friday I think, and then again a couple of days ago, Tuesday maybe. It is pretty weird, because those are only the people I've noticed because they had something unique about them. I wonder how many people I've actually seen multiple times, and not even realized. All I know is that I've been paying more attention because of this realization, which is probably both good and bad, because I'm looking around more and am more alert, but I'm also trying to see peoples faces and not worrying so much about where their cars are in relation to mine. Oh well.
Two more things of note.
First, Victoria, I am running low on Jones. Haha. It's so good, and I thank you for that.
Second, I am in love with grapefruit lately. I suggest you all go out, and enjoy some grapefruit juice, maybe mix it with some sherbet, or orange crush. The possibilities are endless really. I'm going to add some Orange vodka to some tonight, see how that works out.

I'm thinking that I'd like to buy a laptop. Not that I need another computer, more so that I can put all of my music on it, and play it in the car. After listening to the same CDs for four hours a day, I am really craving some variety in my drive. It's gotten to the point at almost a year to the day of having the job, and only a couple months left, I want to quit because I can't take any more of it. "It" being the drive, and the fact that when I am at work, I really accomplish nothing, because even when I ask for work, nobody has shit for me to do. I've been trying to pawn off my job on Laura, and though she says she'll take it, I haven't seen any real interest. Come on Laura.
I was going to write more, because I thought I had things that I wanted to talk about last night, but I forget them all now. So I will leave you with this thought - Prepare a lunch the night before, because when you wake up late and frustrated, you will not want to make one in the morning. Then when lunchtime does roll around you will be starving, but you will not want to leave to go get lunch, because you were late, and you would rather leave at your normal time, then go for lunch and be forced to stay later because you left to get lunch, even though some of the people you work with got taken out to lunch for reasons unbeknownst to you and will leave at their normal times regardless.

Moving!

I want to live somewhere here-esque.

Holy Rant

I just found out that XCopper got me off completely on my ticket, so that is pretty dang awesome. No insurance increase means I will start looking for Motorcycle insurance, which I'm justifying because of the money I will save on gas. I looked back at what my money has been going to in 2007 so far. I've spent over $1500 on gas already, HOLY SHIT. After that I decided to figure out how much my car is actually costing me, and I found out, that about a third of my pay cheque every month, goes to my car to get me to my job. Seriously, I could make a third less if I could walk to work, that is so tempting. Not to mention the free time I would gain. On the weekend Toronto did some lane re-alignment on the Westbound 401, in the same stretch that they had it in last year, except in the left lanes this time. Going by last summer, and yesterdays drive, I can now expect to spend about 4 hours of my day getting to and from work in my car, and then there's the drives to the mechanic, errands, etc. Not only do I now hate driving, but work is shitty as well, people are so damn annoying. When I came in yesterday, Catherine starts telling me all these things I have to do, which normally would be fine, except she only knew because she was copied on emails to me from my boss. Seriously, shut the hell up, and let me go through me emails so I can read what you are telling me right now, if it is in my inbox, I will get to it. Also, her voice is like nails on a chalkboard. That's just a little extra information for you. I have huge beef with coffee drinkers now. People who visit out site will come into my office, AKA 'The Kitchen', and ask me if they can have a cup of coffee. Yes my office is the kitchen, No I don't care if you have some. I am not the coffees keeper, you can take the whole pot if you really want to. UGH, I imagine the rest of my week will be spent looking for a job I can walk to, so that I can never come back here, sell the car, and have my bike as main transportation, if I really need to drive somewhere, like Florida. God I need a vacation.

Kurt Vonnegut

The most important thing I learned on Tralfamadore was that when a person dies he only appears to die. He is still very much alive in the past, so it is very silly for people to cry at his funeral. All moments, past, present and future, always have existed, always will exist. The Tralfamadorians can look at all the different moments just that way we can look at a stretch of the Rocky Mountains, for instance. They can see how permanent all the moments are, and they can look at any moment that interests them. It is just an illusion we have here on Earth that one moment follows another one, like beads on a string, and that once a moment is gone it is gone forever.
Slaughterhouse Five - Kurt Vonnegut

EDIT:

If I should ever die, God forbid, let this be my epitaph:

THE ONLY PROOF HE NEEDED
FOR THE EXISTENCE OF GOD
WAS MUSIC

-Vonnegut's Blues For America 07 January, 2006 Sunday Herald

Fun Friday Night

So I was expecting to talk to someone at 2:15, but you know, I guess I don't matter haha. Oh well.

My Mom just bummed smokes off of me, I don't think that will ever feel normal for me. I don't mind though, I have been doing a test, for two reasons. First is to see if I can do it, Second to prove a point, though that's probably the wrong reason. On Monday I decided to see if I could quit smoking for a solid week. I pretty much don't smoke during the week, but the weekends are when I hang out with people who do, and I've never tried to not smoke on a weekend. I guess the gods hate me because I decided to try on a long weekend. I actually shouldn't complain, I thought this would be a lot harder, but I really haven't noticed to much. I think the whole "quiting is the hardest thing" is a conspiracy, haha.

I just made myself some meringue cookies because I felt like it, and I have nothing else to do tonight. Those should be good in about an hour. I'm going to get back to watching Red Dragon, I picked it up yesterday, along with Matchstick Men, both very good movies. Well, I've only seen part of Red Dragon, but I was impressed with that part. Anyways, I'm out.