Sunday, September 26, 2004

lets just keep touching

lets just keep touching

those were the days. back in march of this year when i was reacquainted with an angel i met a couple years back. what a journey its been. getting together late at night and drinking, smoking, and get this, talking. you gave me guidance, and i took it. now its months later, and i havent spoken to that angel in what seems like years. even though its probably closer to only a few weeks. now im not as collected as i'd like to be. im like a locomotive, and your guidance was the tracks. but without you, my tracks are gone, and i've been derailed, and im headed straight for this gas station. im out of control. most people have bailed on me by now, but those closest to me wont ever bail. im bringing them down with me though. i dont feel well. i wish i could just safely come to a stop, and not keep rolling without knowing where i am going, and honestly, im scared.

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