Tuesday, June 12, 2007

This is strange

Man alive, I've been noticing so many things today/yesterday that seem to hit home as of now. I've got to learn to avoid them, or get over it or something.
-"Burn" by Usher.
-To a lesser extent "Not over you yet" by Kevin Devine.
-Going to funeral visitation where the guy just lost his wife.
-Stuck in a car for an hour with my parents while they sit and hold hands.
Damn, I'm sure posts like this will be what the next few consist of, so sorry for that.

Anyways, I just got an email from Chapters, so now my inbox has 1234 unread emails. That is seriously pathetic, I need a new email address, because I can probably safely assume that 1230 of those are junk mails.

Anybody want to hang tonight? The funeral I thought I'd be going to is during the day today, so I didn't take the day off, and now also have tonight free. Big ups to that, but I want to be busy. So yeah, call me or something. Back to work for me, later duders.

(If you havent checked this out yet, seriously go to www.black20.com and watch their web-series "Net_Work")

7 comments:

Mr. Negative said...
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Mr. Negative said...

I'm so sorry man.
I know, it's pure balls....
it'll get better in time man.
Trust me.

On a side note....Usher's always the man to lead me through these tough times too.
Don't limit yourself to Burn....he's got 3 or 4 cds full of great songs for these tough times.

jay said...

yeah, but thats the only song i have by him i think, plus i have a cover of it by pink nasty which blows his original out of the water, so awesome.

Sammi said...

usher..what a man.

i know that it sucks. you were there for me when i felt that way. the feeling will come and go, and at times it will be stronger than other times. regardless sometimes its good to post about how shitty it feels its good to get it out. an you know you have people reading it that care. p.s. i think that your like awesome and I said to adam at the viewing to adam, you can eve ask him 'what was she thinking? your brother was awesome. good looking too' haha

if you have free time this week, come over, hang, swim, even this weekend if you want to if your not working, or we can adventure, go for a walk, go to main street, get ice cream, whateves :D

p.s. you'll find someone better an you be even happier than you think is possible. i kow it sounds corny an sappy but its true. broken hearts happen, its all how we deal with them. an your one of the best guys i know. hell i have friends that think you walk on water...hook it up. krissy has huge...well yeah, she still thinks your an awesome guy who wears her fav bands on their shirt an have awesome things in common with them. :D

*wink*

laura said...

okay so... ah fuck it im just gonna call you.

ps. i got a half day at work, and instantly thought "work day separates, whaaat"

jay said...

bee boo bee boo!
haha, awesome. did you call me? i think you did, when i was driving. thats pretty awesome, if i didnt have that meeting and car/bike to deal with it would have been even better cause we could have chilled. damn life, interfering with fun times

adam said...

sam i just read your comment and i gotta be honest. about 85% of it doesn't make sense. but that's okay cause i love you and yer cool, and yes jay, krissy has huge knockers and she adores you. douggy love calls her guns. its pretty hilarious.