i want to hear you sad

i want to hear you sad

you broke my heart again, and all i want to do is break you. i swear, you'd be so pretty knocked out and bruised on the bedroom floor. so i set off for this daunting task. down these white and narrow hallways. beneath the bright florescent lights. i see your door, with the rusted lock, the number 17, and your small little outlook to the world. knock twice and hear you come. i step back so that i can see the beauty in your door frame one last time. before i make you a different type of beautiful. a bruised, broken, and bleeding beautiful. you wont do this to me again after this will you? i dont want to this to you again. it hurts to much.